WHEN I REALIZE I AM STARTING TO GET ATTACHED TO SOMEONE
Yup it sure does…
Name: Margarita, Maggie, or Mags ;)
Age: 18 Race: Hispanic
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Happy new year my tumblr followers and followees
Sometimes at night I suddenly become aware of all the things I’m missing out on right now, and all the people who I’m not close to anymore, and all of the good times that will never happen again, and all the people who meant the world to me who have forgotten about me forever, and I get this awful feeling that’s kind of like a mix between loneliness and nostalgia.
It sure isnt my fault i cant multiply myself x10 since everyone is upset with me, myself, and i for not having time for them…womp womp womp…life goes on regardless, just know im going to be as much or more of a bitch than you guys….just saying…deuces!
I really dont feel like being at work today….wanna go home and take a much well needed nap…blahh
…if it was meant to be it will come back, and if doesnt it wasnt meant to be in the beginning? An old crush is back in my life and dont wanna mess things up. For the sake of it i just have to keep calm and be patient.
Sometimes i think to myself, how could i have wasted so long to realize the game you were playing with my emotions and making me believe you’re not who you say you really are. It may be late but not too late. I’ve realized that you loose things as you do gain. And I’ve gain more confidence in myself to realize that I’m worth more than to waste my time loving someone who just uses me whenever they think they feel alone. Yeah I once feared of you coming back and doing it all over but its not going to happen…..you have to live day as if it where to be an adventure, whether it an easy or tough path, try your best to overcome any obstacles whatever they may seem to be.
I hate feeling this way….missing you and thinking about you knowing I may not even cross your mind. Even though we’ve been through a very tough path just know i did everything you could ever think to make this work. I know everything you’ve been through, but my intentions were never to hurt you, even if you felt so insecure about me doing so. Its been a while since we’ve talk and wonder how you’re doing. I know you maybe great, but I would really like for me to be there during your ups and downs. I just really miss you truely. :/